I had a face down moment a few weeks ago. Like down in the ground, dirt in my mouth moment. God is really stretching my faith, my perspective and my attitude. I am currently in an unmoveable situation of discomfort, there is no 'feeling it' unless you count discomfort, bitterness and sometimes it feels like waves crashing over me. Anger, resentment, frustration, self destructive behaviors and guess what, its all from being obedient to what God told me to do. Yep I said it, obedient, God told me something and it brought me to the place of discomfort, frustration, bitterness, anger and resentment. I don't know where you are in your faith but these are not fruits of the spirit, these are fruits of the flesh and in utter frustration I threw my hands up, binged watched netflix that day in the dark, and hid from the world. So it was no shock the next day as I picked up my Bible and my journal I read my devotion and wrote in my journal. "I am so angry at you right n