So life was going great, Nic and I are saving money to buy a new house we have been saving to meet our goal, we have ours up on the market, I was working two jobs to try and get more money together faster. Our family was great and life was calm. Then in one day I found out my mom had to get testing done to rule out cancer, my dad came into the ER, that I was working at, with a GI bleed, and I got a text from the people who own our dream house saying they couldn't wait anymore. Top it all off with the whole ER team being stressed because it was a super busy day and stick a fork in me I was done. It was a bad day, it was emotional, and I was scared, frustrated, and disappointed. What you don't know about me is two years ago this would have put me on the floor in a fetal position crying and unable to get up. I have told you guys before I was a people pleaser, yeah well I also struggle with how to walk through disappointment. Disappointment means the feeling of sadness or dis